To be honest,
I don't understand my boyfriend anymore.
He used to be so sweet , I thought I've met the person I'm gonna live till death seperate us.
But it seems as if I was wrong.
We didn't understand each other for the last few month and I always wanted to break up, cause I couldn't endure it any longer. But I couldn't let go of his hand.
I love him so much, I don't know what to do without him.
He is my everything.
We both changed negatively
and after a while we couldn't stand it anymore.
Maybe we're not meant for each other ~
It's just that he didn't tell me that he gonna break up, that he don't want to be bother by me anymore.
He just deleted his FB account and deleted me from his contact list in skype and other messangers.
That's worse...
If I wouldn't have checked my FB account I wouldn't find it out.
That's why I wrote him an email, to help him say these words.
I know that it's stupid to break up online ,
but he just didn't want to pick up my phone calls.
I wanted to ask him what he thinks .
There were no other options ,
no other ways to contact him.
And I couldn't wait any longer...
I needed to know the answer,
i needed to know if he breaks up
or
if he still want me to stay by his side.
I couldn't wait so I just decided on my own.
I hope I did the right thing.
It's breaking my heart how we ended up.
But it's all over now.
From now on I have to go my way by myself.
FAREWELL MY LOVE